i want this deeply madly, :((

*just put aside the background, its not important*
i want this, Elmo. deeply,madly,truly.
comell kan red color?im just realize it, lol.

i wanna say that, im miss the calling heaven right now,seriously. :|
put it aside alyna,forget it, you can do it !! yeah!!
just do remembered what mom just told you "redha with everythings happened and you will feel better" :))